I see trees of green, red roses too
I see them bloom for me and for you
And I think to myself what a wonderful world
So I think to myself…. do I give up cause it’s just too hard? and that I keep stumbling and doubting myself, fretting about if all this hard work will even change anything? Do I give up on myself cause I have no faith in myself, that I don’t trust myself, and while I turn myself inside out, and all the while fearing that my dreams won’t happen, I won’t get what I desire! WAIT!!!!! STOP!!!!!!!! TURN THAT THING OFF!!!!!! WAKE UP WAKE UP!!!!! YOU’RE IN A BAD DREAM!!!! YOU CAN CHOOSE NOW!!!! ………………. PHEW!!!!!!
I have a new dream, It’s called I TRUST MYSELF !!! and my only handicap isn’t that I CAN trust myself, it’s doubting that I can trust myself, ‘ who me? powerful?, whole, perfect, strong, loving, harmonious and happy?’
So I think to myself… it’s time to change to a different fork in the road, one that brings my heart joy, love and honour. I will no longer be fooled into thinking that something external will make me secure, It’s all about the practise, ppppp, persistent Practise Produces Perfect Presentations. I will practise running to my light, I will practise presenting a new blue print to my sub conscious, I will practise working out what my authentic gifts are, I will practise progress, I will practise to keep out negative thoughts. All week I have been applying myself to the mental diet, to the point that I got myself real sick, I shared in the Alliance and was so incredibly moved by the amount of love and support that came my way, it kept me going, it gave me the fuel I needed to work this thing out, and then it hit me ,that I needed to turn it around and instead of focusing on not being negative, I had to focus on being positive…. what a difference that has made, I changed the way I was thinking, and now I’m not negative, and when I am, I have a pack of card messages called….. ‘101 messages to cheer you up when you’re feeling down,’ the law of substitution!.
As Louis Armstrong says…. It truly is a wonderful world and it all depends on what you’re lookin at.
Lots of love, Elicia. xxoo