well here I am in week two of Master keys alliance, WHAT A WEEK! WHAT A DAY! WHAT AN HOUR!. My mind is firing and contorting in so many directions and this is all cause I had a melt down on Tuesday, yesterday. I was going along fine, my sub conscious was loving having some new things to think about, loving the new peace it was feeling and the joy that it was sensing, and the lovey fluffy sensations it was feeling, AND THEN BANG!!! I had a thought and experience on Tuesday that was from my past and I went into chaos in my mind, I was holding on for dear life, like being in a tornado and holding on to a fence or anything that will keep you from being taken by the wind , and then you can’t hold on any longer cause the wind is too strong cause you’ve set up in your mind a whole lot of new circumstances that set up a set of events that just send you down, down the rabbit hole. And then before I knew it, I was not coping with my day, it was horrible, I hated everything, I was angry at everything, I didn’t want to do anything! I even howled saying ‘ I’ll never be able to change this’ I can’t stop this negative stuff’ Oh! so sick of hearing this broken record in my head…. and then I wiped myself out so much that my illness started to appear, and then I ended up on the couch completely and utterly exhausted for the rest of the day. Farout! how ridiculous! I guess for a moment there I started to think that I wasn’t going to make it and that the old blue print was so strong that no matter what I did, it would always revert back to the old way. I ended up emailing the wonderful Davene and she set me straight, ‘ I have to do the work, she said, just keep going and don’t look back and that I am establishing a new muscle ‘ PHEW ! she set me straight, and I get that this all part of the learning curve, there will be days that are hard and you just got to get back on that horse. I always loved that saying, I think it was Mandela who said it…… ‘That life is about the journey, not getting to the end result, something like that. I love this picture I posted too… it makes me laugh, it brings me joy, it makes me ponder and it shows me how amazing our world really is and there is much more to it than what meets the eye, and I love knowing that there are around 500 other people around the world who are also discovering that there is much more in this world than what meets the eye too . Thank you my master keys family!!!